Solstice, December 2012 Well, the date I have been waiting for and working towards since 1978 is now upon us. And I certainly didn’t expect to feel like I do, which is to simply withdraw from the younger souls, the negativity, the violence, the cruelty and the rest of the barbaric nature of third dimensional reality. Lately, I have found myself so sensitive that it's challenging to go into a supermarket, be in the company of people eating the flesh of another, be on Facebook, or have anything at all to do with the third dimension. I couldn’t even go to the Farmer’s Market near Fox Studios recently, because I was so sensitive to the hunks of skinned dead animals everywhere. It just seemed too brutish, and like I was visiting a very primitive planet. I feel raw and vulnerable and “new born”, and I have a powerful need to be still, to be quiet, to go within. I’ve even started feeling nauseous when thinking about or confronted with the the sickening nature of the old humanity … [Read more...]

26 Nombember 2012 Mercury Retrograde stations direct today  and we are in the middle of a powerful eclipse season, complete with huge solar flares and planetary line ups. There are earthquakes everywhere as our Mother rumbles and shift. People are being challenged in all kinds of ways on all kinds of levels. My sense is this is a last powerful cleanse and if you watch what has come up for you at this time, perhaps you can take the opportunity to change your direction and set your new compass for alignment with your highest potential. Which is even higher than you can imagine!   This takes courage but really look at where your energy goes up and where it goes down. It seems to me the energy of love is here and if you choose it, you can go through the next few weeks with gentleness and spiritual aid. The veil is very very thin. And signs and symbols and messages from the other realms abound. Manifestation is getting faster. I've noticed that the people who are doing their … [Read more...]

21 September 2012 This weekend is the Equinox, and it doesn’t matter which hemisphere you are in, it is going to be big.  Many people can feel it and emotion is running high.  The weeks heading into this gateway have been compressing many people into a shamanic dying process – lots of depression, tears, fears, frustration, hopelessness, helplessness, until you finally surrender, drop the last of your shadow and story, and stand there in front of the Equinox glass door, naked, vulnerable, humble, excited, content, peaceful, expectant. What I’m being shown is an image of a glass door (like a human size cat door)  to a different world - a veritable enchanted garden paradise which is the New Earth,  and it is going to be open to anyone who wants to walk through. It is no accident that people call this time a Gateway. It is. This simple vision means so much.  It shows the result of the paradigm shift.  The place we will create – we can create –  we are creating with … [Read more...]

27 August 2012 Well July and August sucked, and here, we lost our car, wood heater, (in winter!) washing machines (twice), dish washer and fridge.  Thanks Mercury in retrograde.  And then we lost our beloved dog Dusty, after an extensive and exhausting hospice time.  It wasn't easy.   It wasn't easy with tests and lessons (still) peppered through the period as well.  It was hard to focus and be grounded, and spontaneous tears were aplenty.  I heard a  lot of other people shared those particularly wonderful 2012 symptoms as well. I know I will be able to make jokes about this time in the future.  But it's a challenge when the pressure is on and you are exhausted, grieving, and the things going wrong just go beyond funny.   However, at some point you have to laugh because it is a bit of a cosmic joke at the moment with us manifesting our lives at speeds unheard of, and the pressure piling up to make us change. I know it was very hard on others as well.   A lot of people … [Read more...]

July 16, 2012 Welcome to the second half of the most important year of our lives! Don’t be surprised if it proves to go past at lightning speed, that you find yourself planning for the unexpected, that planning anything is nearly impossible and that you begin to find the work you do best is not the career you have chosen but actually who you really are, and it feels more like play. Love for self and others, and finding your Joy continues to be vital in making the shift.  That and making the choices to free yourself of old karmic debts. Do lots of forgiveness. Let go the past. Send love to everyone in your life. And note who triggers you and figure out why so you can learn to respond, rather than react. Are they wounded and hurting you from a space of the wound, projecting their wounds or mirroring your wounds? Does their light shine into your shadow making you feel uncomfortable because of something past life or some guilt you feel because deep down you want your own … [Read more...]

 22 January 2012 The long awaited  year of 2012 has arrived and I'm reminded of the first time I heard about it in 1978.  I was a herb student, and after a field day identifying plants in the wild, our hosts offered a vegetarian lunch (potato patties and salad). The conversation, as we dined alfresco, me with the resident dog at my feet, turned to conspiracy theories. It was one of those days you just don't forget. I loved the company I was in, even though I was the youngest there, feeling much more at home in this alternative environment than anything else in my life to date. There were bees buzzing. The dog and I were quietly communing, and the human conversation and company were fascinating. The conversation turned to 2012.  Was it really the end of the world?  Would a UFO come and get the "good" people? Did you have to believe in Jesus to be saved? Was it all a furfy?  Our host, a very tall man with a beard and overalls, stood up and talked about the Hopi … [Read more...]